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Healing & Growth | With Elli

A curated collection of resources that have genuinely shaped how I understand myself, others, and the world. Each section opens when you click it — explore what calls to you.

Science of the Mind & Body

Andrew Huberman

Dr. Huberman is a neuroscientist at Stanford whose YouTube channel has genuinely changed how I understand my own brain. He breaks down complex science — sleep, stress, focus, dopamine — in a way that feels empowering rather than overwhelming.

Robert Sapolsky — Stanford Lectures

If you want to understand why humans behave the way they do, Robert Sapolsky is your person. His Stanford lectures on human behavioral biology are long, rich, and endlessly fascinating.

Robert Sapolsky — Father-Offspring Interviews

A more personal and conversational side of Sapolsky, interviewed by his son. These feel like sitting in on a thoughtful family dinner where the topics happen to be consciousness, free will, and what makes us who we are.

WhatDaMath — Anton Petrov

Anton starts almost every video with "Hello, wonderful person" — and it never gets old. His channel covers daily discoveries in astronomy, astrophysics, and physics in a calm, jargon-free way.

Veritasium

Derek Muller has a gift for making you question things you thought were obvious. His videos start with a puzzle or a misconception and gradually unfold into something genuinely surprising.

Kurzgesagt – In a Nutshell

Beautiful animated videos that tackle the biggest questions — from the nature of consciousness to death, time, and the possibility of other life in the universe.

Sabine Hossenfelder

A theoretical physicist who doesn't shy away from challenging popular science myths. Her willingness to say "we don't know yet" is, oddly, one of the most reassuring things about science.

StarTalk — Neil deGrasse Tyson

Neil deGrasse Tyson brings science into conversation with art, culture, philosophy, and everyday life. A reminder that curiosity about the cosmos and curiosity about ourselves are really the same thing.

Medlife Crisis — Dr Rohin Francis

A UK cardiologist who covers offbeat science and forgotten chapters of medical history. His videos are unexpectedly philosophical and remind me that the body and its mysteries deserve more wonder than fear.

Healing & Trauma

Healing Days — Day 1: How Trauma Rewires Your Brain

with Gabor Maté, Tim Fletcher & Marisa Peer. Gabor Maté's perspective on how early experiences shape the nervous system felt like someone finally putting words to things I had always felt but couldn't name.

Healing Days — Day 2: How to Release Trauma Stored in the Body

with Bessel van der Kolk, author of The Body Keeps the Score. He speaks about how trauma lives not just in memory but in the physical body — and what we can do about it.

Healing Days — Day 3: How to Reconnect with Your Authentic Self

with Gabor Maté. The third part focuses on identity and authenticity — what we lose of ourselves in the process of surviving, and how we find our way back.

Co-regulation — Wikipedia

Co-regulation is the psychological concept of how we regulate our emotions through safe connection with others. Understanding this changed how I think about relationships, attachment, and why human presence can be so healing.

Ideas, Wisdom & Meaning

TED

TED has been a companion for years. Whether I need inspiration, perspective, or simply something to listen to while I make tea, there is always a talk that meets me where I am.

TED-Ed

The animated, shorter format of TED-Ed makes complex ideas accessible and beautiful. I find myself recommending specific videos to friends regularly.

The School of Life

One of my all-time favorites. The School of Life explores emotional intelligence, philosophy, and the art of living thoughtfully — like being understood by a very wise friend.

The Ending of Fear — Krishnamurti

Krishnamurti spoke about freedom, fear, and the nature of the mind in a way that still feels radical today. A video I return to when I feel stuck in anxiety or overthinking.

Vsauce — Michael Stevens

Michael Stevens asks questions that sound simple and turns them into journeys through science, philosophy, and the strangeness of existence.

3Blue1Brown

Grant Sanderson makes mathematics visual, intuitive, and genuinely beautiful. Watching how he reveals the hidden patterns beneath reality is something close to poetry.

Cosmic Skeptic — Alex O'Connor

Alex approaches philosophy and ethics with a clarity and rigour that I find very useful for thinking through big questions — about meaning, morality, religion, and how to live a good life.

Alan Watts Organisation

The official archive of Alan Watts' lectures — a philosopher who spent his life translating Eastern wisdom into language the Western mind could receive. His voice has been a companion to me in difficult moments.

80,000 Hours

Named for the average number of hours we spend working in a lifetime, this nonprofit asks: how can you use your career to do the most good? Thought-provoking whether or not you agree with all their conclusions.

Neurodivergent Life

ADHD Love

A charming and relatable channel exploring ADHD in relationships and daily life. Short, funny, and surprisingly moving at times — especially for those of us who have only recently discovered that ADHD was part of our story all along.

Neurodivergent Insights

A resource dedicated to understanding neurodivergence with depth and compassion. It approaches topics like autism and ADHD not as deficits, but as different ways of experiencing and moving through the world.

Kaelynnism — Kaelynn Partlow

Kaelynn is an autistic therapist, author, and advocate who was diagnosed at ten. Her content brings warmth, authenticity, and real professional grounding to conversations about autism.

Yo Samdy Sam — Samantha Stein

Sam was diagnosed autistic at 33. Her videos are relatable, thoughtful, and grounding. She also lives in the Netherlands, which is a small and delightful connection.

Wellness & Self-Discovery

Ologies Podcast — Earth Day Episodes

Alie Ward's Ologies podcast is a love letter to science and the natural world. These special Earth Day episodes remind me that healing is not only an inner journey — it's also about reconnecting with the living world around us.

Positively

A warm, accessible space for positive psychology and personal growth. A gentle complement to the heavier inner work — a reminder that growth can also be light and joyful.

Bad Girls Bible

Understanding your own body, pleasure, and sexuality is a real part of healing and self-worth. This resource approaches the topic with openness, education, and zero shame.

Chris Packham

A British naturalist and conservationist who is also openly autistic. His love for the natural world is contagious and deeply healing to witness.

Spirituality & the Esoteric

Baba Ram Dass

Ram Dass was a Harvard psychologist who went to India in 1967 and came back transformed. The YouTube channel carries decades of his talks on presence, love, suffering, and the art of simply being.

Angela's Symposium — Dr Angela Puca

Dr Puca is a scholar of religious studies exploring paganism, magic, esotericism, and shamanism from a rigorous academic perspective.

Esoterica — Dr Justin Sledge

A professor of philosophy and religion who produces lectures on Western esotericism — alchemy, Kabbalah, Hermeticism, mysticism — with the depth of academia and genuine fascination.

Embassy of the Free Mind

A museum on the Keizersgracht in Amsterdam, housing the Ritman Library — one of the world's largest collections of rare books on Hermeticism, alchemy, Kabbalah, and Western spirituality.

Seekers of Unity

An interdisciplinary exploration of mysticism across traditions — Sufism, Kabbalah, Vedanta, Christian mysticism, Buddhist non-duality, and more.

Let's Talk Religion

A calm, academic channel exploring the world's religious and spiritual traditions with depth and genuine respect. No agenda, no evangelism, just careful scholarship.

History & Culture

Al Muqaddimah

Named after Ibn Khaldun's masterwork, this channel tells the story of the Islamic world — its rise, its golden ages, its empires — from a secular, historian's perspective.

UsefulCharts

History made visual — family trees of monarchies, timelines of ancient civilisations, genealogies of world religions. A quiet and satisfying way to understand how we got here.

Asianometry

Jon Y explores the history and geopolitics of technology with the thoroughness of an academic and the storytelling instincts of someone who genuinely loves what they're researching.

Technology & How Things Work

Technology Connections — Alec Watson

Alec makes beautifully researched videos about the history and inner workings of everyday technology — toasters, dishwashers, light switches, VHS tapes. A profound appreciation for the invisible engineering in ordinary life.

Jeremy's IT Lab

Jeremy is a network engineer who started making free, detailed courses on computer networking and has since helped hundreds of thousands of people understand how the internet actually works.

TechWorld with Nana

Nana is a DevOps educator and Docker Captain who has built one of the most welcoming entry points into the world of cloud technology, Kubernetes, and software development.

Patrick Boyle — Finance Explained

Patrick is a hedge fund manager, university professor, and former investment banker who explains quantitative finance and market history with a dry wit that makes even derivatives bearable.

With softness, Elli